Australian Dream.

Drowned.

I am drowned into that Bermuda Triangle ! It had to happen !
I don't know why but last Friday I went to re-read Jesse's first quesion on Q&A. I did not notice a few weeks ago that he added his comment. He said in his question that he was confused, for being happily married he was attracted to another woman. In his comment, he says that his wife and children are all that counts in the world for him and that he would never let them go by any means. That came to a blow to me and I can hardly recover from the shock it caused me.
The second question was about his wife could not stand his strong sexual apetite any more:up to six times a day.
All this is in complete contradiction with what he has told me for months and I broke into tears thinking he has been cheating on me for so long. I said I had been such a fool. I wrote about my worries to two friends I have by now in Australia. Finally I took the decision to tell him I had read this comment of his. I did as if I had read them from the start and that it has alwaays been on the back of my mind and that I wanted him to clear this out for me.
I know his reaction to this will be one of anger, but I have got to know the truth.
Then, I read a few answers he gave to others'questions: he said he would spend Valentine's Day on his own and gave advice to a man on how to gain his two children's custody according to California laws.
Then that suited his story better and I even regretted having asked him about the truth.
I put a few photos on a new site and I hope he will be able to watch them without having to disclose his email address as he still is reluctant to do it. Why he is he, by the way ?
Well, I will get a few explanation tomorrow evening !
Marty is very nice these days. He stood for a few seconds in front of the camera after having read my last mail and switched off his computer. Was he telling me good-bye in his own way ?
Con todo tiempo, as Jesse says.
Wait and see !!!